Once again i woke up and i feel soooo bored...

I dont know why,i just know that my alcohol consumption tends to increase lately...I find myseld being overly cynical on one hand and on the other hand being very "sad" for no reason.Or maybe,to put it straightforward, something happens (a comment, a minute event) and as the day progresses i forget the event but the pain carries on.By the end of the day im feeling very upset ,very "down" for phenomenically no reason. Another thing is that i cannot understand other people's love.I feel like they shouldnt like me and that i somehow dont deserve it since i feel that the enemy is within me (enemy en-emoi)...Anyway,no reason to sweat!

I recently quit my last job as a " multitask" waiter and started a " university career" working at Aristotles university in the molecular genetics lab.Its ok,although i miss my last job a lot.Dont know...I feel im alone within the crowd...

Anyway,just consider me obnoxious for the moment and ignore me...

Oh me!